dear diary,
after 2 years of group lessons, i decided to take a series of private sessions with a visiting teacher. of course my brain exploded. most of the time, we worked on dissociation. several "aha" moments.
several times he asked me how i did something ("how do you lead the follower to the cross?" "... i don't know. i just know that it happens when i want to.") he smiled and said, "good."
several times he said, "i will tell you a secret. women like it when you do this." and then he would lead me, both the "before" (ho-hum), and "after" (wow nice!)
now i am very happy. i have enough material to study and experiment for at least a year.
happy happy happy
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I love how I read some of your experiences and hear your voice inside my head with the intonation I expect was there. It surprises me and makes me smile. -W
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