spiritual

dear diary,

after the first song, we were both grinning.

the second song. i realized that i was no longer in charge.

the spirit had taken over my body, and i surrendered completely to it, trusting it, relishing every moment.

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i stepped off the floor, and for quite a long time, did not know where i was.

5 comments:

Mtnhighmama said...

Yay YOu!

Super Yay You!

Anonymous said...

Isn't that the most amazing feeling in the world? Well done!!

me said...

Mtnhighmama,

"You" as in the spirit, or "You" as in "me?"

Mademoisellenon,

"I" didn't do anything.

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But in all seriousness, yes, it was amazing, glorious, delicious, and everything that words cannot possibly convey. What I felt after this moment was utterly surprising: I thought about going home, so that the rest of the night would not be a disappointment.

Mtnhighmama said...

Does it really matter? In those moments, can you tell the difference between 'you' and 'spirit'?

me said...

you know what? i am not sure who or what "I" am, in those moments.